My husband wrote a beautiful message on Facebook about our journey. He talked about how thankful he was to still have me, because an ectopic left untreated can be fatal. Words can’t describe how thankful I am for him. He has literally done everything and anything he can to make this easier for me. Keeping the house clean while looking after a toddler by himself isn’t easy, but he has done it, because he knew it would relieve some anxiety for me. He did everything in his power to make sure I was comfortable, if you have ever had shoulder tip pain from surgery you will know that getting comfortable is almost impossible, but he was there every step of the way during my recovery to do whatever he possibly could.
It can’t be easy for him watching my mind drift away and disappear in dark thought so often. But he always does the right thing, asks me if I’m ok and gives me a cuddle.
He is dealing with a lot too, even without having to deal with the physical impact. I asked him a few days ago to throw out the pregnancy test I took as I couldn’t face it, I came back into the kitchen and he had tears streaming down his face, he is the most amazing father and I truly understand his pain, the thoughts of what and who could have been.
I am forever in awe of how kind and gentle this man is. He is truly one in a billion.
I love you so much Brandt.
